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damula- May 15th, 2009
>^.^
so, life is going pretty well right now. i am feeling happier and i may be working at the Carnegie Science Center! this makes me VERY proud of myself for making an effort in my life.
my dad is still an asshole and my mom his lacky, but that can't bring me down. i am going to a doctor on monday to get my thyroids checked. i am kind of nervous and i am terrified to see what he will do to me. my brother is home from college, which depresses me even more. good thing i am looking for something to get me out of the house during the day, right? >^.^<
i also quit smoking and drinking... YAY ME! i am picking up the habit of reading and writing again. out with the old and in with the new. virginia for vacation again this year. i hope i have a good time, considering i will be there on my birthday(august 6).
alright, well that's all for now. COMMENT OR MESSAGE ME, PWEASE!!!
- really hating my life...
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- damula
- February 13th, 2009
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so... yeah, i haven't posted anything for quite some time now. *sigh* yesterday was a BAD BAD BAD day. i was almost admitted into the mental hospital for the third time now for severe depression symptoms. life sucks so much lately. school is getting harder and harder and my brother's anniversary is coming up this month. for those who don't know, that is the anniversary of his death. my dad is a piece of shit whom i hate with a vengeance and i am now convinced that my mom is, simply put, his lackey. i am tired of being ordered around by these people. my english teacher, mr. peters, has been really worried about me and that makes me feel bad. i hate when people worry about me. i am really not that worth their time. well, i think that is all i have right now. i will try to start posting more often, but i have a lot on my mind right now...
- i hate cristmas
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- damula
- December 25th, 2008
depressed
I HATE CHRISTMAS!!!! i wsh that could scream it to the heavens!!!!!!!!!!!! this is also the first christmas i don't have my eldest brother with me. i want hugs so bad today, but my bastard family doesn't even care that ths supposed to be a sad occasion. i want to cry now.
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- damula
- November 29th, 2008
- blah
i have not posted for a while, which is somewhat depressing. i have missed all of my friends on this website. to update everyone on my latest news, i have been looking for a new boyfriend. i have also been having trouble in school. life at home isn't that great (no thanks to my son- of- a- bitch parents). i also created a facebook, so i have been busy getting that together. send me a message if you want. i really miss you especially, brandon!!
- Writer's Block: I Love Lucy
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- damula
- October 15th, 2008
My favorite TV couple is the marriage between Edith and Archie Bunker from the telivision show All In the Family.
- Names....(sigh)
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- damula
- October 11th, 2008
stressed
I haven not been writing recently, but that's because i have been swamped with school work. That is what I get for taking all Honors courses I guess. Anyway, about the title, I have been looking at names I would have had if I were a real witch. I really like them and think how much I dislike the name Meghan.
Some of these names include:
1.) Silent Raven
2.) Snowkiss
3.) and Silvermoon
If you like any, I would LOVE to hear your opinion and maybe a name that you would rather have instead of your own. I would also like to hear your opinion on me going onto anti- depressants. I asked my all time favorite teacher, Mr. Peters, and he told me that it is mostly my decision, but he wants me to be happy. I chose to go on them and I am REALLY scared as to what my future holds! Hope to hear from one of you out there!
- September 11
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- damula
- September 14th, 2008
thoughtful
Jesus Christ!! I'm sooo tired of hearing about sept. 11! Yeah, I know it's part of my country's history and shit... but now all these fucking hillbillies can say on the news stations is "I hate the terrorists. They are evil and should all die." Oh my God!! Why can't these people just shut the fuck up!?! Although, I can't only blame them. They are being guided to think that by our dumbass president. I can't wait until the elections. I really like Barack Obama and I think he would do a lot of good in this country, but I bet McCain will win anyway. Any good thing that happens to this country, the citizens know how to screw it up.
I also found my top 2 favorite comedians this week(I've been in conflict with myself):
1. Jordan Rubin
2. The Amazing Johnathon
If you don't know who they are, you watch them on youtube. They are HILARIOUS!!
- Oh My God!!
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- damula
- September 3rd, 2008
- lonely
I just started high school and I'm freaking out! High school sucks. I hate this place! I'm also seeing my therapist for depression and I'm getting over the fact that my brother commited suicide 6 months ago in Febuary. Life sucks and I really don't have any friends... I'm sooo LONELY!
- Depression is knawing at my insides
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- damula
- July 26th, 2008
hopeful
While I'm on vacation, my brothers are going to camp. I'll have like NO communication with them!!! I wish we were all going on vacation together... Well I guess it won't be so bad. It is only for one weekend! XD
